so over this.

if i leave something 

I know

for something 

I want

but don't 

know 

exists

it makes me feel, toes curled over the lip of the board, staring into my own reflection 

hesitating

that I don't fully want to live. 

that I would rather wait til I am forced off or pushed in. 

but I am so over this,

waiting for...the rest of my life. 

it is within me. 

I jump. 

human

what if

we could all be just

a little bit better

at

being human 

?

what if

i just spent a moment

every day

being a

better human

?

what if

being human

was seen as

positive over

the negative

so often associated

with the thought

?

we are SO powerful. 

 

i can be much better,

to better humanity.