Tuesday, October 21, 2008

desperation

there is nothing
so
refreshing
as true
desperation.

for you
for truth
love
forgiveness
grace
peace
moving on
moving forward.

i am getting over this stuck
rut
place of similarity
of over
year
over
a
lifetime
of
wrongness.
done shoving a square peg into
a round hole.  like a frustrated toddler with a difficult puzzle piece.  
i am giving the pieces back to you father.
the pieces of my puzzleheart.
i am 
i am
desperate for this breath of fresh breath that you have given me
i take it with joy!
home at myself, home at you, home at heaven's window.
your love, the greatest risk of all gave me this hope
anew.
an old.
love is coming.
i will wait for it.
you have made me to wait for it, created me for this struggle.  i pull in.
desperate.  loving your freshness, your life.  
love.

1 comment:

carmen said...

This is the one I read and liked. I also really like "Invisible".

Thanks again for hosting dinner last night! That was fun!