i am getting over this stuck
place of similarity
done shoving a square peg into
a round hole. like a frustrated toddler with a difficult puzzle piece.
i am giving the pieces back to you father.
the pieces of my puzzleheart.
desperate for this breath of fresh breath that you have given me
i take it with joy!
home at myself, home at you, home at heaven's window.
your love, the greatest risk of all gave me this hope
love is coming.
i will wait for it.
you have made me to wait for it, created me for this struggle. i pull in.
desperate. loving your freshness, your life.